Drown with Me

I'm back.

I was involved in a shoot for a Fallen Leaves music video a couple of days ago. Do read the synopsis of the music video for Drown with Me here. I was sleep deprived, I was stoning, I was sniffling, and on top of that, I bruised my hand from punching the wall and my right foot's swollen now from kicking too much. But I guess the mood I was in matched the character well. Or not.


Me and you...



A shrine dedicated to you...



If you knew how much I loved you...


If only you knew...


I hate you


I wanna see the end product *big wide stupid grin*

It feels good to be back.

Snail

Each time I crawl out of that shell, you unintentionally shove me back in.

Each time you shove me back in, it takes longer to come out again.

I try, I really do.

But it makes me so tired. It wears you out, too, I know.

All my life I have been waiting for you to bring a fairytale to me.

You became that fairytale.

But your words echo in my mind.

And I woke up this morning crying even before my eyes were open.

If only you knew, I try, I really do.

Last night, I crawled back into that shell.

I can only wish that I didn't have to make the journey back there.

I can only wish that the shell wasn't so heavy.

*Dear all, I'm going on a short hiatus. I want to come back. Soon.

She wants to go home

Don't start telling me I'm emo, ohkay? It's just that the whole of May is friggin' packed for me. Like seriously packed. I think I need space to breathe. Oh wait. Do I even have time to breathe?

So, like, my week had been like this:

Monday: V Didit Productions (recce) Planet Films (prep)
Tuesday: Planet Films (prep)
Wednesday: Pegasus Films (casting) Film Stage (job closing) V Didit Productions (prep) Planet Films (meeting)
Thursday: V Didit Productions (shoot)
Friday: V Didit Productions (shoot)
Saturday: Planet Films (prep)
Sunday: Pick 'n' Roll Creations/Picture Creature (shoot)

And then next week would look something like this:

Monday: Planet Films (prep)
Tuesday: Planet Films (meeting)
Wednesday: V Didit (job closing) Planet Films (prep)
Thursday: Planet Films (prep)
Friday: Travelling to Lumut with Picture Creature (shoot)
Saturday: Lumut with Picture Creature (shoot)
Sunday: Lumut with Picture Creature (shoot)

I want to go home. Sleep. Hibernate. Die.

*criescriescries*
*rolls down 3 flights of stairs and dies*

Check your temperament today~

Inspired by Chino's latest blog entry. I've copycatted and posted an entry of my own.

So sue me if I'm not posting proper entries.

Rationals, are the problem solving temperament, particularly if the problem has to do with the many complex systems that make up the world around us. Rationals might tackle problems in organic systems such as plants and animals, or in mechanical systems such as railroads and computers, or in social systems such as families and companies and governments. But whatever systems fire their curiosity, Rationals will analyze them to understand how they work, so they can figure out how to make them work better.

In working with problems, Rationals try to find solutions that have application in the real world, but they are even more interested in the abstract concepts involved, the fundamental principles or natural laws that underlie the particular case. And they are completely pragmatic about their ways and means of achieving their ends. Rationals don't care about being politically correct. They are interested in the most efficient solutions possible, and will listen to anyone who has something useful to teach them, while disregarding any authority or customary procedure that wastes time and resources.

Rationals have an insatiable hunger to accomplish their goals and will work tirelessly on any project they have set their mind to. They are rigorously logical and fiercely independent in their thinking--are indeed skeptical of all ideas, even their own--and they believe they can overcome any obstacle with their will power. Often they are seen as cold and distant, but this is really the absorbed concentration they give to whatever problem they're working on. Whether designing a skyscraper or an experiment, developing a theory or a prototype technology, building an aircraft, a corporation, or a strategic alliance, Rationals value intelligence, in themselves and others, and they pride themselves on the ingenuity they bring to their problem solving.

Rationals are very scarce, comprising as little as 5 to 10 percent of the population. But because of their drive to unlock the secrets of nature, and to develop new technologies, they have done much to shape our world.

• If you'd like to check out your own temperament (highly recommended), check out The Advisor Team's website.